Little Mirrors

For better and for worse my kids show me myself.

Today the eldest said to the youngest:
I'm not angry at you.
I am angry at everybody.
Including me.

I don't know if I have ever said those words out loud; but they are the cry of my heart more often than I care to admit.

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Anonymous said…
sigh.
"His mercies are new every morning."
kmc
November 15, 2010 at 8:01 PM
Stephanie said…
Children are insightful, aren't they? I learn daily from my two...especially because they are so candid about their thoughts and feelings.

stephanie@metropolitanmama.net
November 16, 2010 at 9:38 PM
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